I thought I might take a minute and do a little update. So here it goes. Life is sure different with out that special some one to talk to and to be with. After 40 years, I am having to do some real adjusting. I think I am doing pretty good thanks to the continued support from my family and friends. I am back to work for a while and that really helps and I have a gaurdian angle that has help me again with a little financial help and now I know I will be able to pay the bills for another month and then I should have enough to make it through the rest of the year. I know he will be rewarded for his extended love and I hope to be able to some how repay him someday.

I don't know what I will do when the harvest season is over but right now I just want to take it a day at a time.

Yes, I have been talking to a few gals and most of them have come and gone as we just didn't hit it off together. There is one that I have gotten to know a bit and just having people to talk to helps to keep my mind from going crazy.

So life goes on and I guess I will to. It is never easy but gets better. I have some of the cd's of Patsy organ recital that we made and if you want one and have not received one please let me know and we will get one out to you. Bob and Margo if you read this I will get yours in the mail.

But I have lost your address so please get back to me.

Ok That is enough. Thanks again for all you have done, RAZ