It is my fault

I blew it and I really feel bad about it. So here it is. Patsy has been taking B-12 and a Vibropath called Mi Aura ( I think that is right). She was doing really good. Do you remember me talking about her calling me on the phone and moving her legs and arms. Then, all of a sudden, she started getting worse again and I didn't know why. So, I called Carol and we went there today. I gathered up everything that patsy is taking and took them with us so Carol could test her with them. On the way over today, I was thinking, What the heck is she doing now that she wasn't doing a week ago.

Then it hit me about halfway between here and Emmett.

Holly Blood Pressure Pill!!!!! A week ago, I checked her blood pressure and it was a little higher then it had been so I started her on her pills again. OOOOPPPPPPPSSSS. That is what started causing the problem. Carol said no more pills for now. So we came home and she is already showing signs of getting better again. I made a mistake and now I know. Join me tomorrow to see if Carol has us on the right track. Thanks for riding along, RAZ

Things could be better

Well, I wished I had better news tonight. Patsy did not have a good day today. She stayed in bed and didn't move her legs and arms like she has been. I had to work for a couple of hours today and I had Christy come by and check on her. She fed her a yogurt and gave her some water. I was home soon after she left. If I can get her to the car tomorrow we will go see Carol and see what is going on. Our wonderful Government already screwed up Patsys check so this could be a long month. i am not sure how long it will take to get things back on track.

Patsy still knows what is going on around her even though she will forget it by tomorrow. I sometimes wish that she could talk more and know more about what is happening in our lives but for now I will settle for just having her here with me. It is amazing how much joy someone can bring to your life even if they are so different from what you are used to. Thanks for riding along, Raz

She told me today that I was full of C***!!!!!

It is a different Patsy then I am used to but I still want to keep her. She is hanging in there. I really wished her family could see her on a day like today rather then what they saw a couple of days ago.

Sometimes I ask myself if it is not just wishful thinking. I watch her so much that I notice any change and i have to tell you, I think the change is good.

So, today I started the day as usual by changing her and getting her ready for breakfast. After breakfast, Chad and Marty worked on the vent that I put in above the bed. As she watched them, she talked to them and laughed and smiled. I put a 2 x 3 up for framing and she even told me that it was crooked. She was right.

I fed her lunch and then she watched tv while I did some other work. We had dinner and then I went to Wal Mart for some her lunch items and some things for Patsy. I got home and told her "Hey Baby" and she answered right away. It is one of the ways that I know she is alright.

So, another pretty good day, I drive truck tomorrow, the kids will be with her tomorrow, and we keep going a day at a time. Thanks for riding along, RAZ

A Carmel Shake!!!!!

Do you want the good news or the bad????? Wait, there isn't any bad. I told you last week that Carol says Patsy brain in working fine but the neural muscular problem is what we need to get firing. She said the problem is in her back where she has been in pain. We started her on a vibropathic to start fixing the problem. I think it is helping.

Before we started the stuff, patsy had very little use of her arms and legs. Now she is moving her legs alot and she even was able to feed herself a little today. Blew me away!!!!

Pats sister and brother and there spouses came by to see her the other day and before they left, her sister slipped us a little money that was really needed. She said to by Patsy something that she needed.So I did!!!!

A CARMEL SHAKE!!!!! She said she really needed it. So I brought it home and I handed it to her. I watched her take her first drink to make sure that she could. The great part of this story is that I left it with her and she drank the whole thing. I guess you need to be around her more to know just how neat that is.

So, she is doing better and moving her legs and arms better, AND, she only has had 1 pain pill in several days. None today at all. So we are happy here!!!!

Thanks so much for riding along, RAZ

I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice cream

It is really funny how well she talks when she wants Ice Cream!!!! She had a pretty good day but bot perfect. The day started good but later in the day she asked me for a pain pill. That always wacks her a bit. Some of her family came by today and she was quite when they were here. I felt bad that she was not able to talk with them a bit more. Later today she got a bit better, the pill wore off I think.

Thereasa made her a waffle and it had huckleberries in it. She ate the whole darn plate. Christy came by and helped me wash her hair. That really helped me because I do it while she is in bed. We hang her head over the bed and Christy washes it while I hold her head up.

So she is ready for bed and watching tv. I am baking bread and I want some so I will be up a bit. Thanks for riding along tonight, RAZ

I got my hug today!!!

Holly Hugaroni!!! So if my daughter is done messing with the blog, I will do a post.

When I wake up in the mornings, The first thing I do is look at Pat and make sure that she is still with me. Some nights I have spent most of the night checking to make sure that things are alright but lately, she has been sleeping pretty good at night and so have I. When I look at her I always ask her if she is ok and she answers me with I think so. She usually sleeps on her back and I like to change that in the morning so I reach around her and roll her towards me. This usually hurts her quite a bit but she lets me turn her towards me and I give her a big hug. I like to rub her back but usually she stops me because of the pain.

Last night we started her on what Carol says will take care of this pain and get her muscles working again. I gave her two doses yesterday.

WOW!!!! Today, she rolled towards me for our morning hug and I didn't even have to do much work. We were snuggling and I asked her if rubbing her back was hurting and she said no that it felt pretty good. I couldn't believe it and was very happy. And then she started talking and that was great. I told her that she was working her way to a nice dinner at the Texas Road House (her favorite place to eat) and she said she would like that and I told her maybe Sunday.

We got the day started, no pain pills today. Patsy moved her legs and arms more today then I have seen in weeks and Thereasa made the same comment. I didn't do much today because they called and said they were not going to start the onions until friday, so I spent most of the day just being with Patsy and It was great.

I don't know how long this will last, Carol thinks great things will happen. But I am happy that she had the day that she had.

Another thing we noticed was that she was talking better the she has for a long time and making better sense. I told her again that she was beautiful (I tell her that every day) and again she smile and laughed.

So, Patsy had a good day and we have a wonderful bunch riding along with us. Hang in there with us, IT AINT OVER YET!!!!!!!! RAZ

WIll he be Mad??

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