Still having some problems, we checked her temp again and she was getting warm again. We gave her the Tylenol and I think she is doing better. Now the big issue is her breathing has become more difficult. I have not had to give her to much morphine accept the patch she is wearing that is good for three days at a time. It is looking like a long night ahead. Each day gets tougher for her and for me. I am going to stay here with her and love her every minute.
I tell these stories to let people know what it is really like to experience this part of life. I don't sugar coat it and some may not want to read the bad with the good.
Patsy is going home and it is going to be really hard for me. I try to stay pretty strong at least when people are here. One things that helps a bit I think is that Patsy has been up and down for a year and a half and we all have know that this day may come as we did what we could to prevent it. I still tell her how much I love her and how much i am going to miss her. I don't know if she hears me but I tell her anyway.
Don't miss an opportunity to love your spouse. We had a great relationship and I still wished I had let her know more often how much I love her.
Most of all, thanks for riding along on her journey. RAZ
Raz... thanks for continuing to share the journey. You're a good man and I really admire you! Hang in there!!!
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