Today was really tough on me. Patsy is resting pretty good but I am not and being tired is not good when you are trying to hold on to your emotions. Carey came over for a bit and that was nice. Several people came by today and I enjoyed seeing them. The problem is we would get to talking about some of the things Patsy has done and then I would cry and I hate that. maybe some sleep tonight and a better day tomorrow. RAZ