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Sunday, July 31, 2011

Should I or shouldn't I, that is the question!!!!!!!

Ok, so my sis called me up tonight and asked if I want to drive the RV to lagoon. Say what????
I guess their family is going to lagoon for a couple of days and they are taking two rigs. A trailer and an rv if I understand it correctly. Lowell is going to drive something pulling the trailer and sis was going to drive the rv but she doesn't want to. She asked me if I wanted to go and drive the rv.
I have been trying to deal with patsy leaving me and sitting here alone in the rv has been hard so I thought it sounded like a good idea. I'm not sure how it looks to be going to lagoon just days after the love of my life has left this world.
So, the question I asked myself to make me feel better about the decision is " What would Patsy want me to do". She told me once that I was to be happy and I think she would say to go. We are leaving tomorrow and I will be home on thurs morning. I hope you all understand why I am going and not that I am glad to be free of her so that I can go have fun. people say who cares what they think but I do. Anyway, I may be off here for a day or two but I will give you an update on thur if not before. RAZ

4 comments:

  1. I think it's a wonderful idea to spend time with family while the grieving is still fresh. go, enjoy and have fun with your sis and her family. you will be glad you did.

    Sirah Williams

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  2. Little do they know that you have to spend time with 18 other individuals. HAHAHAHAHA!

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  3. Ha that's my mom who posted that! Uncle I am glad you are going. I think we its good to get out you have done so much for patsy and honestly you are so strong. Im excited . To see you.

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  4. I think it will do you a world of good to spend some time with family.You have been focusing on taking cares of Pasty for so long and now it is time to take care of yourself. Just take it one day at a time and and enjoy your family. See ya when you get back! Bear Hugs!

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